Oh hello, old fears and feelings!
I find myself constantly torn between two great things, always wanting to take a third option, a new route, and unclaimed mistake.
Let me explain.
I have wanted to fulfil the duties of a housewife practically my whole life on some level (get out of here feminazis, I can make my own decisions as a woman), yet at the same time would love to be a breadwinner for my family, a headstrong sense of power embedded in me since my childhood (thanks Dad).
I want to be sexy and pornstar-great in bed for my fiance, yet at the same time I’m so sick of body-shaming and feeling worthless due to what some cock with a cock thought of me with a quick glance.
I want to pave the way for writers, develop a new type of writing style and way of thinking, yet at the same time, I’d like to have…
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