I’d like to leave an impression on this world, one deeper than depletion and short lived fun. I’d like to spread the values I’ve fought so hard to find, and to help others find their way as well. I’d like to write, to put into a permanent form the words of unfathomable curiosity and self proclaimed wisdoms that race through my mind everyday. I’d like to find a purpose while i’m here, something bigger than the inescapable cycle of greed and green. I’d like to live, but i’d like to live with meaning.
Some days the most fun edits are selfies.
It’s in those quiet seconds that drift so sneakily into minutes that my mind wanders to you.
A glance away from the scene at hand to a blank spot on the wall sends me to the intimacy we shared, in which I confessed that I needed you, and then you smiled and kissed away my unmet desires.
It’s in a random simple task that we may have once shared that I remember the caress of your hand on my own, the warmth in your pulse against mine.
A stolen look between smiling lovers in passing reminds me of your loving laugh, your too-rarely made smile that I can’t help but reflect just thinking about it.
It’s in these stolen moments from reality that my heart realizes what my brain cannot.
It’s in these dreamy distractions that I realize we are not whole alone anymore.